I feel as though all of the things that have happened in the last year and a half have lead me to this. This sharing of information, of thoughts and emotions.
It’s quite terrifying to tell you the truth.
Part of me wants to shelter it in the cave of my psyche. The other part of me knows I need to let it out, if not for the benefit of others than for my own self.
I hope that you guys will get as much out of this as I do. I also hope the judgement will be kept to a minimum. I’m only human and I’m trying to connect on a human to human level. We all have imperfections, we all have our deep dark thoughts and feelings and as I let mine out, acknowledge yours.
I’m learning as I go and I hope you understand that.
I’m going to share things that need to be shared and talk about things that aren’t being talked about enough.
I’m at the point where I feel like I can share because I’ve been making progress lately and I almost feel a sense of responsibility. Had I known someone who had been through half of what I’ve had to go through in the last year and a half it would have been so much easier to endure. Instead, I pushed through with my eternal companion by my side. I thank my Heavenly Father every day for the husband he blessed me with. While our marriage has been far from perfect, Grant’s perfect for me.
I can’t wait to see what comes out of me in the form of writing. Please be patient as I go about discovering myself and trying to love every minute of it.
You all are great and I look forward to hearing from you! Feel free to comment and engage in the experience with me. I’d love to hear your thoughts and reflections.
All the best,
Claire